So, first thing that I want to say is that I am sorry for not posting for a long time. I have had more on my plate than I can handle, and blog upkeep fell by the wayside. I'm writing this posting from my local Barnes and Noble before I go into work tonight. That, having been said....
I went to Confession at my church last week and man did it feel good! I had been putting it off because I thought that I had screwed up so badly that there was no way that my pastor could possibly absolve me. I was thinking stuff like that when I remembered that there is NOTHING that can keep me from the love of my Abba Father. The love of the Father is so perfect and selfless that He wants to heal my brokenness, no matter how bad the hurt. We need only ask for His mercy and forgiveness and He is there to pour them on us. If I have any readers that are unfamiliar with the Sacrament of Confession, here's a little breakdown.
So, we all know we're sinners, right? We're sinners in need of a Savior that can redeem us and make us healthy again (paraphrase of Mark 2:17). Because sin erodes our relationship with both God and fellow man, Confession is there to repair the erosion. God the Father imbued us with conscience that reminds us when we fall from the right path. Jesus is the only one that can forgive sin, but He delegated this power to the Apostles and their successors (our priests and bishops) . I know that some would call for Scripture to support why Catholics go to Confession, and that support is forthcoming. The power to forgive sins is from John 20, verses 22a-23. Because of apostolic succession, this power of forgiveness has carried forward through the ages from the Apostles and their immediate successors to the priests and bishops of today. A priest absolves us of sin after hearing our sincere Confession and an Act of Contrition. What do I mean by an Act of Contrition? It's a prayer of a sinner saying that he knows that he has sinned, he's sorry for the sins and makes a vow to not do it again. I'm probably over-simplifying things here, and I apologize for any confusion. What is important to remember that the priest absolves you in persona Christi (in the person of Christ), so it is Jesus that you are confessing your sins to. Every time that I have gone to Confession, I am filled with a great joy when the priest invokes the blessing of absolution:
"God the merciful Father, by the death and Resurrection of his Son has reconciled the world to Himself and sent the Holy Spirit for the forgiveness of sins. Through the ministry of the Church, may He grant you pardon and peace. And I absolve you from your sins, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit." (CCC 1449)